Insane

I’m at the end of my ability
To cope with this insanity
That’s caused by giving the heart
To a guy who wanted no part
He led me on, then realized
How it seemed, through my eyes
He couldn’t stop, no self-control
It’s too late, it took its toll
Can’t turn back, I’m in too deep
Don’t try to help, the climb’s too steep
I know, I’m stupid, foolish, sad
Holding on to what I never had
My heart is broken, so much pain
If I can’t be his, I’ll go insane

May 3, 2011