I Hate It

These feelings for you are strong
And it’s tearing me up inside
All the jealousy, sources everywhere
It’s starting to hurt way too much
I’m praying that controlling my anger
Will gain your love and respect
But what if it doesn’t? What will I do?
I need, so badly, for you to care for me
I’m broken inside and you’re the only one
The only one who can give me strength
Just by giving me one simple hug…
Imagine what a sincere hug could do
Or a kiss… Or one night together…
I’ll do anything to have these feelings
Returned to me with true sincerity
It’s killing me… And I hate it. A lot.

March 31, 2011