Life is like a roller coaster
At least it’s not boring
And yet I’m so bored with life

I hate to do things alone
But when invited out with friends
I make excuses why I can’t

I hate being bossed around
But when it comes to leading
I prefer to be a follower

I’m so neat and organized
Sometimes, borderline OCD
But my room is a disaster

I don’t want to die alone
But I’m terrified of guys
And I’d never switch sides

I’m a simple, quiet person
I can be so very complex
And sometimes quite annoying

I think I know who I am
But I’m so very lost in myself
And so full of contradictions

February 27, 2012