Will I?

I was born different than the rest of you
I wasn’t completely developed, and because of this
I’ve had too many surgeries to count
Even though this problem was “corrected”
The damn thing manages to keep ruining my life
If this damn thing doesn’t stop and leave me alone
I think I might just go insane and shoot myself
I can’t take the pain anymore, those feelings
It’s just too much, and I’m so sick of it
Will it ever go away? Will I ever be normal?

June 15, 2010