What Should I Do?

Get out of my head, stay out of my dreams
I guess I’m not over you, or so it seems
You turned me away, couldn’t be clearer
But each dream makes me wish you were nearer
Why can’t I just push you out of my life
I would cut you out, but I can’t find a knife
Perhaps I want you in my life, as a friend
But I’m just worried, I don’t want a trend
We, you and me, are at an okay point now
I don’t want that to happen again somehow
But I don’t know what to do, not at all
Maybe, between us, I should just build a wall
Something to keep you fully out of my head
Or do I just let us become friends again instead?

March 6, 2011