Losing Control

Is it wrong to want bad things?
I want him in my life
But he doesn’t want me
Does he still want FWB?
Is it wrong of me to ask?
Asking would mean no self-respect
But I’d chose him over respect
I want him in my life
So if he wants FWB
Then I guess that’s the only way
Is that wrong? Sick? Twisted?
I know I’m fucked up, real bad
But when it comes to him…
I can’t help myself, I lose control

February 6, 2011