A Weak Confession

You’ve changed the way I look at everything
One simple word can take me into memories
Push me so far away from reality, I’m lost
I was done, finished, over, through
But deep down, I miss you like crazy
No one compares to you, no one comes close
I would do anything to get you back
Tears have been threatening my eyes
At every little reminder that we happened
Most days I’m fine, happy, content, healed
But once in a while, there’s a moment of weakness
A moment when I regret telling you goodbye
When I really just need to hear your words
Did either of us really try? Was it meant to be?
If it is, I can’t wait anymore for it to happen
Otherwise, I wish you would leave my mind

December 6, 2012