Je T’aime

I can’t take it
These feelings
Je t’aime
But it’s not mutual
They say to move on
But love is unconditional,
Uncontrollable, unpredictable
It doesn’t seem fair
But such is life
Je t’aime
Please… Love me
Hold me, kiss me
Scoop me up in your
Arms, let me know
I’m alive, and all for you
You’re alive, and all for me
Love me, like
Je t’aime
You’re nothing I want
But everything I need
If quotes are true
We’re meant to be
I can’t imagine life
Without you
Can’t image losing
Someone like you
Can’t imagine hearing
Those words from you
But still, of course
Je t’aime

March 23, 2011

Just a Friend

Your smile, so beautiful
So sincere, your eyes sparkle
Showing off their brown shine
Amazing eyes, your wall
Hiding all your emotions
Masking how you really feel
Your laugh, so happy, carefree
Like bells ringing, consuming
Feels warm and makes me smile
Complimenting your voice
The only sound I long to hear
I’m in a room, full of strangers
I simply hear your voice
And perk up, feeling safe
The touch of your hand
As it holds my wrist
Simply fooling around
Like two friends, only friends
Being near you, next to you
I feel invincible, secure
Nothing can hurt me, touch me
I hear your name, butterflies
You are my world, love, everything
I am a friend, just a friend

March 24, 2011

Fantasy Versus Reality

Walk past you, grab your hat
Chase after me, try to get it
On my head, run into a closet
Darkness, push me against the wall
Pin my arms, glare at me
Reach my lips, place a kiss
Deepen it, shed clothes, closer
Irresistibility, passion, intensity
Exploration, understanding
Connection, depth, innocence
One moment, one purpose, one goal
Finished, ignore me, of course
Expect no less, wishing more
Everything lost, nothing gained
Love, not your thing
Me, not your type

March 25, 2011

Time

You, over there, so far away
I miss you, love you, need you
But distance is good, they say
Do you think of us as I do?
Just a simple hello in the halls
That’s all you’ll hear from me
My feelings, love, nothing falls
When the time is right, we’ll see
If my love for you has held true
And my confidence is built enough
Then I’ll finally hear “I love you”
It’ll be worth it, no matter how rough

March 28, 2011

Worth It?

Not being able to talk to you?
Not being able to hear your voice?
Impossible, cannot be done
I love you, need you
I’ll miss you far too much
But maybe the distance will be
Exactly what we need
To realize what is true
Love? Friendship? Nothing?
Whatever it is, hopefully
It’ll be worth the wait

March 28, 2011

Too Much

If there’s one thing I know for sure
It’s that I think about you too much
All day, all night, alone, with friends
You, Ethan, are on my mind too much
Maybe I don’t know what this means
There’s a lot I don’t know, too much
Maybe I’m just sick, delusional, stupid
But I think I love you, of course too much
Things between us could probably work
But I have a habit of yelling at you too much
I’m trying to work on this, and much more
To be with you, I’m willing to give up too much

March 28, 2011