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I was born different than the rest of you
I wasn’t completely developed, and because of this
I’ve had too many surgeries to count
Even though this problem was “corrected”
The damn thing manages to keep ruining my life
If this damn thing doesn’t stop and leave me alone
I think I might just go insane and shoot myself
I can’t take the pain anymore, those feelings
It’s just too much, and I’m so sick of it
Will it ever go away? Will I ever be normal?
June 15, 2010
Summer vacation:
It feels so great!
Doing nothing…
What’s the date?
Staying up all night,
Sleeping all day.
This is the life!
I’ll show ya the way.
Got no worries,
Not a care.
Make me work,
It’s a dare!
I may get bored,
But please don’t end!
Summer vacation:
You’re my best friend.
July 4, 2010
For Mom and Dad
Leaving in a couple months
Fighting every day here
Wanting to have relationships
Needing to change routines
Hoping to see improvement
Begging to enjoy the time left
July 7, 2010
For Light
It started with a common class
It turned into a lasting bond
No matter who I’m friends with
They will never come first
No matter who I meet out there
I will always remember you
The times we’ve had…
I would never, could never,
Replace you, my best friend
July 7, 2010
Started cleaning my room today
Found a yellow face crayon
Drew all over myself with it
Both legs, my face, and arm
Now the stuff is everywhere
And I still wonder why
It takes a week to clean
One simple, small room
July 8, 2010
For Dad
Chilling out in Connecticut
And though it’s hot as hell
But spending time with Dad
Makes it worth the while
July 20, 2010
I hate most of what she does anymore
I just can’t figure out why she does it
Sometimes, I just hate her for it all
But then I feel bad for hating her
And it just stresses me out
And I fear losing my friend
But it simply comes down to
I don’t know what to do
July 26, 2010
For Light
I don’t know what happened
It was just a little choice in life
To take a year of Latin first
But it has made all the difference
I’ve always wanted that one
Special friend that I’ll have
No matter where we may go
And I just realized that…
I’ve had this friend, right here
Since tenth grade, because
Of a simply choice to take
A year of Latin in grade eight
August 30, 2010