My life is deteriorating, withering away
Only thinking of him from day to day
I’m slowly pushing myself from friends
They’re watching as I follow trends
They try to help, but there’s no hope
It’s all in vain; I don’t grab the rope
Instead I hold onto what’s not mine
And in doing so I’m destroying my mind
This love is cutting me like a knife
It’s breaking my heart, killing my life
April 12, 2011